The depression covers my soul.
Freezing my body and mind,
only a foggy view of the play that goes on around me.
Even as I write it is not clear,
only gloom and frustration here.
What to do,
but only watch.
Within me is what
this moment brings.
My ego feels and tells "me" to change.
When I know it would be a waste
of time, energy, and space.
It hurts, only my breath can heal me.
It can't only be "me"
Do you feel?
Pain and the joy,
It's overwhelming.
I scream from the deepest depth
expanding to all that is.
I know you can here this
as I sit here next to you.
